HABITAT
a deer swam from new brunswick to prince edward island
Jennifer Alexander
a thirteen-kilometre quest across the northumberland strait:
a swim not known to have been completed by any other deer.
a victory worthy of celebration
cut short by a transport truck upon arrival.
i’ve thought about this deer often since reading the news,
wondering why she left home.
maybe she was chased by a predator.
she runs away from a bobcat
and takes a stumble into the water.
engulfed by the current,
she is carried to the other side.
perhaps
one day she notices land across the strait, and
she is seized by curiosity.
she yearns for an explanation
and sees the water as a means to an end.
she takes the risk to experience the unfamiliar.
why she ended up here will never be known.
all i know is that Death is a professional thief
who takes no mercy on his victims.
ignorance blinds me from the truth of mortality.
i expect the arrival of days i’m not promised,
telling myself that i can wait until tomorrow
to finish this poem,
to reach out to an old friend,
to finally adopt my therapist’s advice.
the deer reminds me
that Death acts according to his own terms.
Time pleads with us to hold tightly,
to use it so wisely.
because in a life built on uncertainty,
Death is all that we are promised.
so it can’t wait until tomorrow
because this current day,
this fleeting moment,
could be all that i have.
i must act like the deer did
and resist wading in shallow waters
by submerging myself into life
and surrendering to her tumultuous tides,
saturating every day with experiences
and a reborn lust for living.