{"id":169,"date":"2021-04-14T10:56:12","date_gmt":"2021-04-14T14:56:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/?post_type=chapter&p=169"},"modified":"2021-04-21T17:05:12","modified_gmt":"2021-04-21T21:05:12","slug":"disinhibition","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/chapter\/disinhibition\/","title":{"raw":"Disinhibition","rendered":"Disinhibition"},"content":{"raw":"She pulled herself up\r\n\r\nout of pooling liquor\r\n\r\nspilt on the floor\r\n\r\nfrom hours wasting away,\r\n\r\nconsuming and\r\n\r\nbeing consumed.\r\n\r\n \r\n\r\n1, 2, 3\u2014\r\n\r\nPour another\r\n\r\nfor today,\r\n\r\npour two\r\n\r\nfor tomorrow,\r\n\r\nand fade\r\n\r\ninto oblivion.\r\n\r\n \r\n\r\nShe put one foot\r\n\r\nafter the other\r\n\r\nstumbling away,\r\n\r\npretending to be a good soldier:\r\n\r\nshoulders back!\r\n\r\nlegs straight!\r\n\r\nmarch!\r\n\r\n \r\n\r\nShe drowned once again,\r\n\r\nsinking one foot\r\n\r\ninto pools of liquor,\r\n\r\ntemptation to feel\r\n\r\ndisinhibition \u2014\r\n\r\nleft behind.\r\n\r\n \r\n\r\nBut one turned two,\r\n\r\nand here we are:\r\n\r\nwasting our sorrows away,\r\n\r\npulled in by\r\n\r\nthe promise of more.\r\n\r\n \r\n\r\nShe will find paradise\r\n\r\nat the bottom\r\n\r\nof a bottle;\r\n\r\n \r\n\r\nand hell\r\n\r\nin the early\r\n\r\nmornings after.\r\n\r\n ","rendered":"

She pulled herself up<\/p>\n

out of pooling liquor<\/p>\n

spilt on the floor<\/p>\n

from hours wasting away,<\/p>\n

consuming and<\/p>\n

being consumed.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

1, 2, 3\u2014<\/p>\n

Pour another<\/p>\n

for today,<\/p>\n

pour two<\/p>\n

for tomorrow,<\/p>\n

and fade<\/p>\n

into oblivion.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

She put one foot<\/p>\n

after the other<\/p>\n

stumbling away,<\/p>\n

pretending to be a good soldier:<\/p>\n

shoulders back!<\/p>\n

legs straight!<\/p>\n

march!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

She drowned once again,<\/p>\n

sinking one foot<\/p>\n

into pools of liquor,<\/p>\n

temptation to feel<\/p>\n

disinhibition \u2014<\/p>\n

left behind.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

But one turned two,<\/p>\n

and here we are:<\/p>\n

wasting our sorrows away,<\/p>\n

pulled in by<\/p>\n

the promise of more.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

She will find paradise<\/p>\n

at the bottom<\/p>\n

of a bottle;<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

and hell<\/p>\n

in the early<\/p>\n

mornings after.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":78,"menu_order":7,"template":"","meta":{"pb_show_title":"on","pb_short_title":"","pb_subtitle":"","pb_authors":["michelle-westerkamp"],"pb_section_license":""},"chapter-type":[],"contributor":[67],"license":[],"class_list":["post-169","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry","contributor-michelle-westerkamp"],"part":22,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/169","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/78"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/169\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":288,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/169\/revisions\/288"}],"part":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/parts\/22"}],"metadata":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/169\/metadata\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=169"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"chapter-type","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapter-type?post=169"},{"taxonomy":"contributor","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/contributor?post=169"},{"taxonomy":"license","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.upei.ca\/artsreview-x\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/license?post=169"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}